If you are unable to put on a smiling face while working hard on something, all you feel will be a sense of emptiness. -Kurogane-

the difference between love and hate is only paper thin.

I'll need to keep going no matter how tired I am. Moreover, I want to be better than what I am now.

but there's nothing I can do except calming down right now.

nothing can calm me now. D-:

please someone give me courage!!

I'm anxious!! SOOO anxious omg please forgive me for whining here! ;-D

I live a life of a coward, scared of what a human should do: approach others. D-: even though I'm someone who's scared of loneliness.

quotes "'what ifs' neverr happen in the past, 'what ifs' exist in the future." from suicide island

got really interested in go/baduk/weiqi because of hikaru no go. haha xD