wish i could just be as cruel as devil

nope, im not sad nor disappointed, just lonely

thats why i hate having a birthday

i thought im over him lately but i guess not

i put too much faith on him while he's just an ordinary human being who has heart and brain and made of flesh

shouldve not watched any drama or read any story like that

its so silly of me thinking that no matter what happen we'll stick back together

its my second birthday feeling foolishly insecure for losing him

kinda sad to think that im so bad at showing affection and it often makes people take it wrong

emang gue yang minta sakit???? emang gue yang ngatur jadwal dokternya??????