current mood: knowing that I will be less depressed if I start playing a game, but not being able to muster the energy to start playing.

recommend me kindle unlimited books. caved and bought it to read cradle and mage errant, now need more to read to make use of the time.

[gaming] I think the best QoL feature I've seen recently is the Trails from Zero "resume from last save" on launch.

The opening to yu yu hakusho has been in my head all morning on repeat and I haven't heard it in years. WTF brain.

okay this is dumb but when I've gotten the "good ending" in a multi ending game first, its really hard for me to replay it because I don't want to "ruin" things for the characters.

phone calls with my mother are always...something. Just learned about a traumatic thing from middle school that I apparently blacked out entirely? Like even listening to her talk about it I fundamentally do not recall the events she describes despite remembering most of that year fairly well.

I'm not running a fever but my skin hurts. This is surely nothing but good.

Was it stupid to try and continue cleaning up bookshelves when I'm already having shortness of breath and have exertion induced asthma? Yes. Do I regret it? Yes. Is the job done? Also yes.

yay another day at urgent care...

Todays house project, going through my older bookselves and moving anything that I havent wanted to reread or whose author has turned out to be shitty into long term storyage... Not fixing that typo, I like it.