trying to hype myself up for cleaning and its not working

im sleepy but i need to clean and i need to shower

but the problem is when i make routines myself i cant follow them but if someone else made me a routine i would follow it very diligently

i love routines

i want both platinum blonde hair and black hair but i refuse to dye my hair so im stuck with my brunetteish hair

im so sleepyyy

there are. ants all over my stuff oh my god

im so annoyed oh my god

im. so sad

i need to clean but i have zero motivation