what if
what if I need a q replacement
please
I need some sort of normalcy.

Update:
I’ve been fairing alright since my dad passed away. I have been forever exhausted though. Like the fatigue is incredibly hard to deal with. I can't get over the guilt of enjoying simple pleasures as if doing so would disappoint him, or buying myself a plushie would disappoint him.

it isn't true I know but it's the process of grief.

grief is just so weird.
my dad passed recently and I feel like I'm living a nightmare. I cry at the drop of a hat, I feel so mentally exhausted, I feel like I have to anchor everyone down bc I'm the oldest. I have to have my shit together so I'll cry later.
I feel so tired.
idk sorry for the sadness on plurky feed but
the exhaustion is another level.

my dad passed away. so I'll be distant. I'm just in shock, we knew what the

I don't know. I'm just so shocked. I'm so tired and sad, I can't cry.

I never expected it to go like this.

last week: my dad received a horrible diagnosis, I got vertigo on wednesday, my family is in shambles because of my dad's diagnosis. I barely sleep and I start crying whenever anyone asks if I'm okay bc no I'm not.

I am asking for one good day. please.

I can relate to alicent’s exhaustion by now:

the poorly cut bangs is a right of passage as a woman. you must appease the mental breakdown gods.