Looking back to all the ‘diary entries’ I posted here, can’t believe it’s been 2 3 months already

So it’s the last month of a year again
2021

So last night I dreamt about him again

I thought PMS only exists before period?

Again

Sigh
What should I do?
Suddenly dreamt about him last night. Surprisingly I still remembered so clearly the way he looks, and the feeling of his embrace.
He behaved differently
We had some stupid fight
He said something hurtful
But he hugged me in the end asking if I wanna try again

Don’t wanna bombard my friends with all these shit. So I guess I’m gonna use Plurk as an outlet...

Idk if he care
And I feel like
I care a bit too much
When I fall in love I fall hard and I hate myself for that
But at the same time
I realised I haven’t been so alive for so long

We are still in a blur
He seems to care when we meet but I feel disconnected when we r not
I should control myself but it’s so hard to resist urge to meet him

憂鬱的星期一

不行了
🇭🇰
張家朗花劍🥇
何詩蓓200米自由泳🥈
鄧俊文謝影雪羽毛球混雙四強
一路返工一路睇直播個心噗噗咁跳
好叻呀！！！
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