Maybe if I wasn't so good at pretending to be happy, I might learn to actually be happy.

I fuckin hate this life. Sometimes I think it would be easier just to get a knife. I don't know what to do, I'm cryin every night.

I think I'd do better on my own, no friends, no fights,just me.. ALONE.

Do you know what it's like to be me? Go through something not everyone can see? Please stop judging me simply cause I'm not you...

You don't understand me and you never will. So don't start that shit 'bout knowin' how I feel.

I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy. I'm going to laugh so you don't see me cry and even if it kills... I'm going to smile.

I'm screwing up every little good thing I ever try to do. I was born to lose.

I don't know what Im doing anymore I don't know what I wanna see My world use to be worth living for and now its hard enough just to be me

I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay. But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way.

There's nothing more depressing than having it all and still feeling sad.