I was supposed to stop, but i kept going. I thought you stopped, but seemed to have kept going...where are we going?
i wish i could ask you what you want from me...
I think i panicked cuz he came to see me sing today.....
I guess i'll never know if i made the right decision or not..
...i admit, i feel guilty cuz he came to vocal concert part 1 to hear me sing, and txted me asking if i was, and that room kat doesn't get
i would be lying if I said I was alright..
I..think i'm losing it...
sigh...giving up is harder than it looks. although i'm hopeful for a...he likes me and doesn't know i've given up, i know i shouldn't be
i feel like...because i decided to give up..i start to look at him differently..and it makes things awkward. this is all my fault...
I'm trying really hard not to care. It hurts. It's hard. I've got to keep going on...