I ended up being that person I never wished I would be. No matter how I have love no one more than I love you, I have caused you so much pain and there's probably nothing I can do now to make you fight for me.
No matter what the circumstances I've been to protect you and us, I just ended up pushing you away and breaking us apart. Nothing I did was right in the first place no matter how caught up I was.
I really am a terrible person. Hurting the woman I love, making her believe in my lies. How could I be such a moron my life. I swear to whatever there is, I won't do the same mistake ever again. NEVER!
No matter what the circumstance is, I really have done something terribly wrong. Apologies will never be enough, i know. I love you so much that's all you need to know.