親愛的主耶穌 謝謝你保佑我找到OZ開的咖啡廳工作 接下來要請你繼續保守我身體健康 和最重要的一件事-把波波帶回來我的身邊... 謝謝主耶穌傾聽我的禱告 求你應允我的禱告 我要讚美祢 因為你是我在天上的父 我這樣禱告是奉我主耶穌基督的盛名所祈求 阿們!

當你還在這時,不管多晚,只要是你牽著我的手陪我走,到哪我都不怕. 但現在不管身邊圍繞著多少人,心裡都還是覺得孤單...

10/9 this mf text me b4 went 2 football presentation, im a bit upset. seems like he doesnt care me at all&doesnt wanna be wit me ><

10/8 Paul text me@the last min asked me:r u goin football 2nite? i went anyway&saw Luke's roommate, now i found out who was the BIG MOUTH!

10/7 Paul didnt ask me out yesterday as usual. bought cigrettes wit him@IGA 2day, he'd some good times in the park, very intense...

Paul'd changed this week, didnt text me after work, maybe around evening... feel there're some distance between us, kinda worry

10/5 had a farewell party 4 yifan & sandy, wish u all the best, nd i'll c u soon in mel!

10/4 thought bout Luke last nite all nite when i was w Paul now i wanna get him back so baddddddddddd!

10/3 stayed at Paul's last nite, finally figured out he's not serious about us, we'r not bf/gf, just dating&enjoying the moment thats all...

what can i do? i wish 2 meet Luke earlier then we mite hav chance. not sure if Paul really liked me or not? cudnt help 2 like them both