decided. nope, not about paramore. it was last night. and yeah, fate is fate. this is about...... "nothing".

I planned everything, then you said no. You didn't know what I've done. take a look. I did it for the first time! You should've been proud.

your genetics, my genetics, we share the same genetics. just like you, I'm stubborn. You have no idea about what I will do for this one.

I did what you told me to. I took what you asked me to. For once......

I'm not hating you, I can't be. and I won't be. just disappointed. you don't want to take a look at my efforts. are you soulless?

sometimes I wonder whether I've lived or not. because looks like you've made every decision of mine.

thank you for "helping me too much" to make every decision of my (not-)live.

If you're a good sister, you'll tell them how much effort I did.

I'm asking you.

"You can't text me, you can't e-mail me, & you can't write on my wall. If you really miss me, get in your car & come and see me." - Adam.