Sometimes i wish everything is as i have dreamed my life to be 20 years ago. Experiencing all the normal stuffs all the normal girls have gone thru.. and not being single in 30s.. it just sucks!

Boring life be like.. "ok il just stay here and wait.. and wait.. and wait... ok he is not interested.. but i still stay here and wait."

Walang gamot dito.. Kung ako cguro yung pipiliin.. cguro mawawala na yung sakit na nararamdaman ko.. pero laging hinde..

Masakit.. yun ung nararamdaman ko.. sobrang sakit.. lagi na lang ganito..

Ako? Eto lang naman.. laging hinde pinipili.. Laging option lang.. laging sinasabihan ng "sorry nagkamali ako..".. sana naman ako rin piliin..

yung minsan maiisip mo antagal mo na dito pero mas marami pa napuntahan ibang tao kesa sayo.. kasi ayaw ka lagi samahan ng gusto mo kasama..

patapos na yung november.. i should have not expected too much.. or i should not have expected anything at all..

Simple happiness is when someone is thinking of you when you least expect it coz they appreciate your work or you as a person..

you just have to choose your battle.. pretend to everyone and keep the pain to yourself.. self destruct will be very quiet.. no one will be involve...

talking to someone about your pain is hard enuf.. lalo na kung sya yun ung nagccause nun.. then u cant tell it to anybody else.. coz ul look stupid to them..