realizes that it's worse than ever, because now there's no one.

that she could just end it.

how it ended up this way.

going to cry her eyes out to no one.

there was a way to go back, a way to stop it from happening.

it climaxed three years ago.

no one anymore.

's toe and head feel weird/painful.

like singing about tangerines.

quite strange in a devastating type way.