nung una, nasanay na ako sa sleep paralysis but this new thing is creeping me more than i expected

I never thought these things would happen to me. (

the past week, I had the weirdest dream ever, TWICE! I saw myself sleeping in the middle of the night. I posted a tweet about it and my friend told me I could possibly do 'astral projection'.

ˈwaɪ ˈduː ˈgənz ˈhæv tə ˈbiː ˈsoʊ ɪkˈspensɪv

this family is all types of screwed-up b/c of me.

what if it turns out that I have bad eggs? That I can't have children? but fck it! on the other hand, I don't even think I'm getting the chance anyway + childbirth is my morbid fear.

i can't even think about it. last time, I had a tumor removed out of my boob and now they're going to inspect my lady parts. WALA NA NAIWAN SA DIGNIDAD KO

all these chemical imbalance inside my body is just...

going to see an ob-gyn this saturday to have my 3-month amenorrhea checked. ( this better be because I was just getting the blues.

you gotta detect NA's of viruses and shit