Like yes, this is all my fault but is it really that great of a big deal to consider? I mean as if I have directly sinned against you, did took this too personally as if it is a direct offense to you? Just why? 😣

Well I guess people nowadays just make their decisions base on their initial criticisms and judgements on that certain individual. They don't care enough to even try considering what a person may have been going through his/her life. They just decide, insensitively crashing someone's chance or even his/her last hope coz they just don't care. They don't.

And she said she'll think about it which, theorethically still means NO, but in just more polite and safe manner. She could have just considered it since this would be last time anyway, and she's totally graduating yet why would she still impose on me her rigorous morality mindset? Is it really that too hard to consider? like really?

NGANU MNJUUUUUUDD

Another day wasted

Battery low, better turn wifi off & phone off

I guess this is all I'm good about... destroying my life & future

Ngano mnjud ko oyyyyy

But why with these verses of the day? 😭

And then I did not take the exam. Totally doomed like super 😭