i don't really know what to do at all. i want to hide and to cry...

on the way to tatal decay and demoralization.

my bad...

wrong everytime...

4. this is a life. you need to get used to it, boy.

3. you've dreamed a lot. but nothing happens. your happines's left you, boy. it's time to remember a strong coffee and nights without dreams

2. stop dreaming.

1. nothing will be as you dream, boy. n-o-t-h-i-n-g. you're not unique. you must be the same as everyone. you must back to study and work.

everything's bad. everything's sad. everything tends to be more fuckin'. everyone seems so happy.

i cut my fingers to feel even more pain. it's for my useless.