Today, my beautiful Grandma is 82. We had a party at her house. It was good. But now I'm just so drained, I seriously don't want to do anything.
This morning, I called my dentist about the broken tooth. The soonest they can see me is...my actual appointment date on December 20. I'm on a cancellation list that they call if/when anyone cancels. It doesn't hurt and it's not sharp, so as long as it stays that way, I can just wait it out.
I'm tired of hurting. I'm tired of being sick. I'm tired of being uncomfortable all the time because of this stupid leg. I'm tired of being tired. Can someone else be me for a while?
So many things. sigh The latest? About 30 minutes ago, one of my teeth broke. It's been needing a crown, so I figure they'll just pull the rest of it. But like I needed/wanted anything else??
I just had to block one of my cousins on FB. I knew he was a rabid Republican, but when you unleash a hate-filled attack on another cousin (from the other side of the family) AND my mom, I'm going to let you have it with both feet and then I'm going to block your sorry butt so you can't reply. He is SO not the person I used to know.
I think I have finally come to terms with having the arteriogram on the 12th and the possibility that they might have to do something about whatever they find at the same time. What makes me think this?
Yesterday, I almost ended up in the hospital. I have a(nother) bad infection in my leg. Wound Care gave me a shot of antibiotics and prescribed an oral antibiotic too. I came home, started the oral meds, and took a nap. I made myself wake up so I could eat dinner, but I went to bed soon after. Today, I feel a lot better, but I'm still tired.