when i'm what should i do? or ?

ok ill stop now. I'll try to get back to whom i was.. but im still not gonna use that #$%%^! phone.

We'll it's me, i guess.

Yeah, i know me too.. Don't worry i wont be like this everyday..

NO. i dont want. NATUTO na ko. Ayoko na mangyare ulet ung nangyare smin ni jen, i lose her because she saw me like this in phone.

I'm not ending our communication w/ each other. I just dont want to use my phone.

We are still connected through plurk, remmber? so just let me do that.

YES, and now that you're okay, and i'm not, i don't want you to see my present situation. Coz i know you'll be sad if i was sad.

I will be ok soon.. And i will be back and text u as soon as i can. I don't want to be like this. But i can't stop myself

Just imagine that i'm not the person you knew. This is the way I solve my problems. And sorry for being stupid and unfair