sometimes i'm thinking if i should just delete all my social media accounts and just remain my plurk account. besides, all i did was to post random stuff. di naman ako mahilig magpost ng pics at wala naman akong ka-chat (di rin ako naghahanap). i just use socmed to promote my stories pero parang useless din naman. 🫠
My body clock has been changed again. I always wake up at 5 in the morning now. I'm thinking of writing during those hours but my mind and body can't seem to cooperate with me. ugh.
I hate it when my efforts are being unappreciated and easily ignored. It makes me feel like I'm just nothing to them.
I don't want to reach the point that I'll stop making efforts for other people. Don't get me wrong. My circle was only small. That's why it makes me feel sad and frustrated.