心情很複雜..........一股陰鬱的沉悶感...可以別這麼緊壓著心頭嗎??

一整晚沒睡好...幾乎算是醒著的狀態...只是恍惚著發呆的樣子...

.......... 9/1 他回到台灣了...我...怎麼辦......我覺得很浮躁...還有很重的煩躁...已經停藥一段時間了(完全沒有剩餘的藥效)......沒有藥的期間...情緒再度失控怎麼辦...我...只要哪一次的情緒失控成功就完蛋了......

冰箱一直有個怪味...開著讓它飄散一下好了...

乾爹(Venton)有一八七...就說我小隻別給風吹跑了...拜託!!我至少有一七三好嘛!!哪裡小隻!?

9/11 惡靈古堡IV-陰陽界＊

9/19 中秋烤肉~ 接著 9/22 中秋烤肉... = = 好多肉可以吃喔......

Who doesn't want a long time love? Focus is "heart".

Everyone think that own heart is so fragile, that other people's heart is strong to diamonds.

Thinking of ways to no contact with u, but my body is still honest to u.