fuck the universe and fuck the gods.... i dont need anyone... FUCK!!!

im giving the world a deadline before i'd do something stupid... thanks universe

closer to the edge

if you read this.. please, i miss you so much and i want things back to normal

i hope it can be normal again... i hope she understands as im trying to understand her and myself

how are you.today dear?

people told me to cheer up.. they dont know how i felt.. how can you cheer up when you feel like half of your life is out for a moment?

giliran ada bunyi notif LINE.. gw deg deg an... pas diliat ternyata dari LINE Event dan invitations... fuck... hahaha

hari ke 4... still no contact..

masih menahan...