ini orang pake bahasa cina ngapain komen 😭

keraguanku dan ketidakpercayaanku. usahamu dan kejujuranmu.

why this is so painful for both of us?

aku rindu. walaupun aku tau aku sudah menyakitimh berkali kali. maaf.

mungkin dia sudah tidak percaya lagi. tidak mau tau lagi. tidak peduli lagi. tidak hangat lagi.

nothing can't describe my pain of being a person who always look and think of the bad things first. i blame myself to it.

sedihku mungkin kabut polusi bagimu. sesak, terikat, muak.

even when I talk about him, they don't seem interested.

I know it is good for me, but...

blame it on me.