Only studying can make me forget everything

It seems that I can't control my mind well now. Just easily be affected by someone.

I think there are still some pleasure in my life, not always hopeless.

快被鞭炮吵死了= =

Hold on, Pains end

為何盡是作一些讓人討厭的事 反而越來越討厭自己
再不稍做改變 或許就讓自己越來越封閉

就這樣消失 或許比較好吧

結果到頭來什麼都沒有 自討苦吃~

如今後悔也太遲了 只能繼續前進
be optimism~

總是處於矛盾之中 無所適從