i feel this is a good day

merry xmas

funny...how come if emotions dont exist i often feel the pain in what is in my chest....

expecting but reality doesnt deliver...now wonders why have expectations yet anyway

maybe its true my feelings dont exist

if u dont know the feeling then can it still be explained...

was feelings seem so faint...

holiday started on friday...but the days went by like hours dont know if i had enough hours packed for energy or even if i hve recharged yet

no pissed - my fault??...i've changed right?? haha!! how come it's always me that you see..and you cant see wat i mean

the beginning of the end - the first day of my last semester starts tomorrow,..