There's lot to lose but almost nothing to gain. It makes me wonder if I ever deserve anything..

RM1 fine each time I let out my emotion and hurt people. RM5 for crying for the second time for the day.

rest.

I can be a better person.

something to cheer me up

I'm scared.

pain here pain there, itchy here itchy there

脚还在痛

喘口气

stomachache