So..i love you. But I see now that you are happy, So...as much as it hurts..guess im giving up on hopes. she better treat you right.

should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements..

had an amazing time hanging out with michael to bad tomorrow i have to go back dealing with the same shit...ahhh welll

fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. FUCK....i knew better than to fall for you.

Blah. Blah. Blah. I miss you being here all the time..

golly gee whiz..fuck my life

i wish i could convince myself not to love you.

people are telling me to let it go....why does it seem so hard.

what did i do to fucking deserve this. I fuck up enough...damnit. fuck it all.

So...i fucked up pretty bad last night..but i guess shit happens...what happens next is all a blur to me.