cca sometime make me feel happy but also make me feel like don,t wish to go

Today cca very happy

i want to forget everything and be happy

but until now i still want to treat her as my every best friend(:

i really wish everything can just go back to last year the day when 8 of us are all happy together.

which i can forget everything

some time feel like dying

life is so boring

sad sad sad

hello everyones