★☆ — THE OLIVE GARDENS / THE SUSTEM !! ➥ they / it + transmasc minor & neurodiv ┆ ✥ int carefully — quite sensitive. please use tone tags with everyone in sys . prone to moodswings , energydips , etc . may not respond right away — slow processing ( and poor memory , too . . nothing against you . )
trying to figure out if we're feeling more sex repulsed today and i dont know if im just feeling Too bad/weird to make sex jokes or if im actually feeling disgusted
i feel so empty and aching and i dont want rhat to e a sex joke nobody make it one please. i want to be touched by someone who will actually understand me i know i ask for a lot already from people just asking them to stay even though im probanly making them worse but id give my life and my soul to be understood and taken care of
i think im just being selfish because i have a lot more than some people have and my friends love me and they listen to me i think i'm just being irrational
ive never really gotten hugged from someone i want it from because in our family we don't show physical affection we don't show affection the things we do are in silence and the only people we hug is our niece or nephews when will it be our turn to be taken care of
i feel so weird and numb im tired i want to be held i wanna spend time with people i want to know them and them to know me i feel so cold and god its just never been so lonely have friends but theres no one ill eve be able to meetbuntil years along the line. i am perpetually alone and i just want to be held and hugged for awhile