rainbows make me feel better. and my bestfriend is my rainbow. always have, always will.

it's so hard to pretend i'm okay in front of my mother. she's the most worried about my depression.

i still am in love with you. why is that fcking hard? yeah, i guess i'll go through depression again. and i'm not gonna drink my medicines.

mthrfckr. you know what, i do not care. i'll be happy one day. and i'll hear you say what i want you to say. and i'll fcking say no.

oh, geez. it's 3am. i really have to sleep now.

the L word season 6

i will save for my future kids. i want them to have the nicest things, prettiest play area and the best education.

pwede bang birthday ko na? kasi baka batiin niya ko e. tas baka maging okay na kami ulit. tas baka sumaya na ko ulit. please? mthrfn please?

it's too cold. it's really fall season again. but i hate the fact of having the fall 2010 looks. i have to go shopping again.

i have a seriously messed up sleeping pattern. i'm like this . and then like this . then then .