with what has happened in my life the last few months I cannot go to church nor believe in God.

waiting for clothes to finish drying so I can finish PACKING!

writing and researching and looking for a job. Don't think will get one before New Year tho.

very upset. Someone stole mom's bank envelope with her Christmas bonus money while she was at store.

cannot believe its NOVEMBER!

well after one week in El Paso: Have an apt but no furniture. Plus BoA holding deposit and may not be able to pay rent until 5 days its due.

on train to El Paso. On way to San Antonio arrive 10:40 tonight. Right now in Ft. Worth. Leave here 2:40.

next to last day in Little Rock and Arkansas.

realized she needs to start looking at Churches in El Paso.

packed just have to do some rearranging. Put all my stuff I want in front room closet to be shipped later but have my 3 checked bags and 2