if somebody can reply a "AHH"?

BOO.

to go for it so badly, but cannot.

no one to talk to.

kinda bored.

if "America" or "no more second-chance" is more important.

very the demoralised now.

Thank you to Squid for giving advice. Thank you Weiyang for introducing me to Crimetime and cheering me up.

when i dont want to go, and you force me to. I want to tell you, but you dont want to hear me out.

desperate help now.