Celegne
@Sarufire
female Tuguegarao, Philippines
I've come to ignore things I once wished were mine. And I've come to despise warmth.
When I'm shown something pure and innocent. I'm forced to see the filthy part of myself even more, and it pisses me off.
It makes me want to break it.
I've come to ignore things I once wished were mine. And I've come to despise warmth.
When I'm shown something pure and innocent. I'm forced to see the filthy part of myself even more, and it pisses me off.
It makes me want to break it.
MARCH 20, 2013. THE LONELIEST DAY I'VE EVER EXPERIENCED. I FEEL REALLY ALONE. I've graduated, but I'm not happy. AND WHAT'S WORSE? I'm jealous OF EVERYONE.
I still think I don't deserve it, but the one up there has other plans for me. I did get my diploma, but I lost a friend's parent's family friendship. I lost my teacher's trust. I lost a lot of smiles.
I BADLY HELP...IN MY ACADEMICS...WHO CAN VOLUNTEER TO TEACH ME TOMORROW IN SCHOOL? GUYS, DI KO NA KAYA...
Well. at least, someone cares. One.
I feel useless. Not needed. I feel like trash.
Kung sa tingin niyo, nahihirapan na kayo, ikumpara niyo sa sitwasyon ko. Siguro naman kahit papano, masabi niyo na hindi lang kayo ang nahihirapan. Dahil ako, hirap na hirap na.
I...am so tired of everything.
ohSTAR please call ka naman sa telephone.
When I do something great, no one seems to remember. BUT when I do something wrong, no one seems to forget.