she didn't even say anything, she just logged off lol... i guess i'm nothing more than a stranger

wonder if dying would hurt lol, cause living w/o her feels like i'm slowly dying hehe

i can't seem to find my motivation... everything i used to find interesting now all seems boring...

how she's the first thought in my head when i wake up...

She's been sneezing alot, i hope the weather doesn't make her feel worst, i want her to be healthy and happy...

when she starts working again, she'll start to forget about me hehe, well thats what makes her happy, and not me... not anymore hehe...

yesterday she was crying on the phone and i thought i heard her say she misses me... i was probably losing my mind...

to see her... i miss her so much...

i miss her so bad...but does she feel the same?

the person i love died... she's gone...