my reliever for to day

what a face

only my loudest cry are my silence

only here I can break my silence

i wanna feel the feeling yet am afraid i'll be drowned again by these

so they are planning for me to be an IM... yet my pre med course is way far for that specialization.

all my thoughts back then.. they are all drowning me down

am afraid that they disown me if i'll be naughty

so. i kanda want to have a date huhuhu but i kennot attract anyone huhu

all i want is my privacy