Mika
@Galley_Wench_Mika
female Costa Mesa, CA, United States
The music slowly dies away on dark, synthesized wings and I dream. Dream of becoming an author. Let me read. Let me write. Do this and the love you will experience should floor you.
Mika
is
amused as hell. My daughter is absolutely fascinated with my breasts. She doesn't know what they're for and she likes to poke at my nipples.
Mika
is
a little tired but definitely excited about getting her hair back to normal. YAY ME! ...even though I still wanna cut it, I get threatened
Mika
feels
in pain. Cramps suck. Especially when they are NOT menstrual and you don't know why you have them. Ugh. So. Much. Pain. *flumps onto bed*
Mika
feels
a little lonely. Hubby has band practice tonight and then he's going to a bar or something to hear an old friends band play. I don't mind
Mika
wishes
motherhood was easier... or that I could afford a babysitter/nanny. *sigh* River's a little too much for me to handle and needs more mental
I cannot brain today. I have the dumb.
Mika
wants
lots of stuff right now. Mostly of the tangible kind. 
Sleep would be first on my list, though. Then my hair dyed back to natural. 
Sleep would be first on my list, though. Then my hair dyed back to natural.
Mika
says
"Nobody loves me! Everybody hates me! I guess I'll go eat worms!" lol, I hate that freakin song! >.<
Mika
hates
job hunting. It's so disheartening when a year of searching comes up fruitless. I want work so bad but the only thing that came up requires
Mika
wishes
the June Gloom would go away. I want my June sunny for my birthday! Hopefully by the 26th I'll have some sun. *hopes*