Crying won't do me any good.

Too tired to cry but I know this will affect me in the following weeks.

Aaaaannnndddd. . . disappointment. . . I don't think I can recover from this.

"I'm always hungry."

"That's a good thing. At least you do get hungry."

👀👀👀

"Are you having eating disorders again?"

....

For the first time in weeks I managed to finish a meal!!

To see that person being active on IG but actively ignoring my WhatsApp messages hits hard

Times heals and it'll get better after this.

The silver lining behind the quarantine is losing weight. I've hit a new low!! It's awesome because before this I was never able to hit this low no matter how much I dieted.

Honestly getting so anxious about the quarantine and pandemic.

Will I still have my job? Would I have to take a pay cut? Would I be laid off?

Panicking about job security in the middle of this pandemic is not healthy. My weight has hit a new low. And if the quarantine continues I'm worried I'm going to relapse all over again.

Did I do something wrong? 😭