I realize now.. that I've been expecting something in return... and that's not pure love... I've been loving blindly.. selfishly... all to my own pleasure... and for that.. I am truly sorry
a relationship is not about me, not about you... I've been trying to understand that..
it's throbbing faster..... it's getting more and more painful....
no matter how hard I tried to distract myself from you, it seems everything still drag me back to that thought of you... :')
trying to restrain himself....
I'm still really nervous when meeting you, aksing whether you just woke up when I kjow you've awaken for a long time... ._.
back to my little lonely room... :')
all right! I've decided.. 2014 resolutions would be.. "To Be a Better Person for The One I Love", "Animate More", and "Try my best not to sleep overnight and overslept". Let's do it!