haven't been sleeping well for a long time, it sucks. Heavy eye bags, damn it. And, damn you. I really hate this. Yet, i miss you, a lot.

You don't know how I feel at all, do you?

I feel so tired, yet I went to drink. Now, I feel even more tired. But I can't sleep not hearing your voice, not hearing the 3 words.

you don't know how much you always hurt me with your acts. Yet I'm surprised that you could make me smile with other small little things.

I called for the whole day, and 20mins consecutively, but nobody picked up. This feeling sucks.

I'm gonna stay at home for the whole day tomorrow and ROTzz. And, okay, it sucks without you, sucks sucks.

touched by what Uncle Robin did today.

slept at 9.30am in the morning, woke up at 3pm for work, and IDK what time I'd sleep again tonight. Feels like fuck~

sometimes, you really made me wonder how much you meant those things you promised, how much you meant those words you said.

arghs, as usual, can't get to sleep at this time.