Disappointed

很多的堵塞和執著。不知道該不該感到慶幸，我是唯一看得清楚自己的處境因果。當然知道不能強求，不要自卑，不可以放棄拖延卻非得了解能順自己心的事太少。明知道只會適得其反還是不放手，但要不被失望淹沒，很難。根本不算跌倒力氣卻一滴一滴蒸發，害怕失去總是因為太在乎，而時間總是太少。

Things I can't control

就算不開心也要說如果一直都開心那就不需要出國，就算不好也要跟視訊彼端說還不錯，說不出口的擔憂恐懼大概是每個出國人生如出一轍。突然在這一刻，好害怕半年後的到來，我不知道去年的你們怎麼辦到，但我真的真的離不開。他們用酒精短暫麻痺自己。把我用福馬林浸泡，人生永遠停在這裡就算再也不能呼吸

Come lay with me stay with me soon I'll be gone, but I will remember you all along

We were the last peolpe inside the whole IFM!!!! Unless someone sleep in there tonight...?

Such a cold day today. It's gonna snow sooooooon!!!!!!!!!

Oh perfect, long lab in the afternoon makes the night even more boring.

Walking home alone at night can be fun if lots of silly pictures are taken while singing like you're the last person on earth

心情也太差了怎麼會這樣...只好下次更努力，相信雪會給我逆向的力量，而，我不想輸給你太多