if you are so easily to self-destructive. where is the sense of thankful to your mother and your gratitude to your God.
when death is the only thing for sure.
if you do not love yourself, how can you love someone else?
or maybe I don't really understand the meaning of "not alone"..
when I feel I'm not alone it makes me feel I can conquer the world. then when I'm tired and want to surrender. you know exactly what I feel.