我很好，这阵子过得都很好。没有被你影响情绪，没有你的嘘寒问暖，我也没有感冒，没有你的晚安我也能睡得着。

I’ve always craved for an escape, a sanctuary where I can release my bottled thoughts and emotions I’ve been keeping for years.

Do u ever not realize how starved for affection u are till someone hugs u a bit tighter than normal and you find that you really don’t want to let go

It was always that way for me. After I opened myself to someone, I needed a few minutes to close down again, to restore my sense of privacy.

I miss the sting of my razor blades. At least I could control that pain

Pain comes in all forms but by far the worst is the pain inside your head.

I’m trying so hard to be strong, really hard, I’m trying so hard to do my best

I just want to forget and feel something good instead for awhile. I am already being wrecked, might as well self-destruct.

I’m not sure where or when I’m supposed to actually be happy but god I hope it’s soon

i feel like i’m on autopilot i genuinely don’t feel alive