I am the isolated one so sad. I wanna be a good friend and a easygoing person. I don't wanna just fucking sit there and watching everyone's laughing. It's bloody hurt, feel like I can't breath.
I feel like a shit這麼一點小事就哭,我他媽的腦子裡到底在想啥 終於意識到為甚麼很多時候很包子了,不是因為怕別人,只是怕被孤立沒人跟我玩——沒人跟我坐在一起吃飯;即使我並不是一個容易讓別人感到舒服的人⋯明明就該不合群卻又怕被孤立。感覺自己真心矯情啊,雖然,覺得她有些時候說話,真的好傷人。拳頭打肉,言語刺的是心。相比對方而言,我更討厭自己。