if she want go out anot ; scare something will happen sadd .
to have his hug again as its really blessing like its never ending .
just wake up from her sweet night sleep .
this time round nothing will happen again ; and no more other stupid nonsence that will happen .
to put more trust on him ; and trying to do so .
why is she so stupid and not controlling herself !
if this will stop just once awhile and gone .
given a hug from him today ;
she felt nervous the whole day today .