lets get drunk to our tears.

why can I just be okay. thats what they wanted to see.

youre fine.

i dont know why i just suddenly get sad without a reason.

i forgot how to be okay again. i hope i can be what I really am. like someone who can understand me.

I am just happy an hour ago. Why am I sad again?

I hope you saw me how sad I am. Because I need you.

(doh) (doh)

i have to escape. i need to be okay.

shit. im not okay again.