afraid that she is losing the battle.

worry about how loving Anton might not be enough.

afraid that my love for Anton B. is not enough.

hoping that there will be a Wedding by June, 2010.

willing to sacrifice everything for having a Wedding in June of 2010.

don't want to dump!

VERY VERY sad that there is a possibility that there is no Wedding in June. She is CRYING!

praying that there will be a miracle to the Wedding in June.

Sad that there No Budget, No Passpost or No Marriage Liscense.