why am i always feeling troubled? why? why? why? why? why...

& sadly.. i can't see any stars today

(cont) When can everything stops & make me feel happy just for once? Secure, warmth & loved? When? When's th time? I'm waiting..

I sat at the balcony's floor just now, I looked up into the dark sky wiv my ice cream, thinking:

"don't shed a tear"

for too much.. & end up disappointing, hurting herself.

that she can go back in time, to spend everyday happily...

for a miracle. but it's fucking impossible yeah ikr..

like dying nw.

still.. loves you