can't pretend like i didn't expect it to happen

but

mitsuru's voice was definitely unique and i felt one of the best in vocal performance

and mitsuru was definitely my favorite in ! so i just man

pulled hajime's second fs in today's free pull. trying to soothe me

Dang, that's crazy. Full replacement in script and songs? That's thorough.

that's over eight years of content

this happened w a3 before but im still floored at seeing this happen regardless... i just feel so bad over everything

rabits was supposed to have a collab with some aquarium? but it was canceled shortly after ikeda junya got arrested the first time

oh yeah a3 man that was fucking wild and somehow still enstars adjacent

i have mitsuru set on my homescreen so i always hear him everyday like a normal person

if chiba shouya were to throw his hat in the ring............ then maybe i would feel a little less sad. that'd never happen but denial makes me a dranged woman

I feel you so much.... this is rough.

once in a while, i think about hokuto being replaced and am always internally "glad that didn't happen to my fave." now i'm a clown looking at a mirror

I'm a big fan of Hosoya, so I was sad when it happened, but it was for the sake of his health. He intentionally and respectfully passed the baton. But this....

my brain rn dealing with acceptance

It's going to be hard to ignore that negative association from now on. Listening to old songs is upsetting as a result. And I also love his singing voice so much.... his vibrato is really unique, so finding someone to replace him will be rough.

yeah this is a serious matter and i am pretty sure there's nothing new to say about it. i haven't listened to songs recently

I had to grind in the last EN tour event, which had Tomoya.... which meant lots of Ra*bits. I had to play a number of songs on mute because I was just so upset.

Over the situation, more than anything.

oh, sanctuary?

it's understandable to be upset. you've been with enstars since the very start

Yeah. But you've also been playing forever.... it's a rough situation all around and I think a lot of people are upset. But I immediately thought of you.

maybe i am currently numb to it. like. i am not as upset as i should be, it feels like? i guess it's not really hit yet. maybe when the muting happens. i am intensely disappointed in ikeda because he took advantage and scammed people for money. but it all still feels very unreal

It really does. I don't want to think of this every time I see Mitsuru.

i appreciate you thinking of me. i saw the info from you first plurking about it, actually, since i hadn't properly checked twxtter that morning. gotta leave it to you for being on top of that stuff

You're sweet. I didn't plurk about the decision, but.... ahhh.

i don't get that feeling with seeing mitsuru. i might be stupidly optimistic but the replacement stage actor was an improvement from the first guy. not to say it's exactly 1:1 because those are some shoes to fill seiyuu-wise. but mitsutu didn't do those things and he never would

Mitsuru's never done anything wrong in his life!

It's not really that and more that I'll remember this somewhere in the back of my head when I see him. I hope his new seiyuu is really good....

i do wonder if me being discontent with his !! writing has helped me any. but i remember ! and i know i love him dearly. and he wouldn't scam people

i hope his new seiyuu is good as well. i wonder how long such an audition process will go

and i apologize if i am replying to stuff out of order. mobile plurk

Imagine how many songs he'll have to record....

MAAAaaN... i hope they kind of take time with him because it's sometimes noticeable when things are rushed

there is some good news:

the tights to rip ratio will never not fascinate me

I've never tried to read his jacket before, oh my gosh.

POP NI TO

I love his tights so much.

this outfit has been my personality for over a year. once you POP you can't stop. but really did the tights get left to koppe for designing

apparently i make a Face when pulling a 5☆ of a character that i don't particularly care for. maaaaaaaaaaaan

Oh my gosh. That's amazing.

my sibling is all YEAH THAT FACE

also kuma is super regal meow meow

LMAO now that is an expression..... also hello kitty

(i think we all have a face like that for those kinds of situations, tbh)

i can't complain when i got my missing hajime yesterday. this was unexpected because the lights were blue and when it got to the stage they were rainbow and i was just ?! and i didn't seen the 5☆ until the end of the pull. hahaha honestly the amount of 5☆ i've been getting with these free pulls is frightening

i guess to make up for all my lack of ssr's in twst. enstars just always feels like it's trying to lure me back

be thankful to those surprise 5☆! is what i want to say. but then i make that face

all the units that have four people have the leader in the front row except for rabits. when will the disrespect stop

TOMOYAAAAA