was suddenly breaking out and feeling dizzy and sick

covered in something resembling hives... shingles? idfk

anyway they put me in a room

then

after the initial financial stuff just

left me....

with no way to reach out, knowing i was dizzy, knowing i was kinda out of it

for a while just left me

in a tall bed

no guard rail thing up lol

so yeah stumbled out of bed bc I was about to go on myself, I just really needed to pee and was almost in tears

stumbled around, nobody in the hallway

I waited, clinging to the doorway for so long my legs were shaking

finally saw someone but they didn't see me ig

went forward, felt balance going

leaned against the garbage can looking thing

idk i vaguely remember turning to lean against the wall

but! guess what I was never given

the socks

my slippery fucking socks just betrayed tf out of me

pain was so bad I blacked out, sorta remember fixating on how stupid my feet looked bouncing off the floor

sat there dazed, two women walked by

one woman let the other one through a door

then that first one just turned and walked right back by me

i weakly tried to move arm and nope

eventually the pain in my tailbone motivated me to like... crawl...

back to the room

and then uh. nausea hit, not going into that

Eventually I remembered I could call Rui, who I'd asked to stay with mom

Going to strangle someone

But couldn't remember where my phone was.....

about to start looking into lawyers for you.

Finally remembered and called her and I was practically sobbing at a yelling volume by this point and still nobody came

EVEN AFTER Rui frantically ran to me, nobody came!!!!

... it took. her going to TELL them to come to me

and she had time to hold me and calm me and see exactly what hurt... before storming off to do that

omg it hurts

so much

just radiating needles sensation

I just wanted to be seen for the hives like things goddamn......

I am so tired of the BS that keeps happening to you in hospitals.

honest to god

That is fucking medical neglect, omg! I can’t even... argh!!

It's just a deep bruise, thankfully

Annnnnd need antibiotics for the cat scratch

and have Covid...

....u gotta get yourself some good luck charms or something cause omg

What is with this stream of awful luck

I'm Irish I swear

when it rains it pours...

Wtf this is appalling

What the fuck

joining in the chorus of "what the actual fuck"

^ Same...