My spouse has been having a really hard time adjusting to school (he's recovering from a car crash from his first week and he just got clipped AGAIN. The drivers here have no regard for rules or safety.) It's been heartbreaking to see him so scared.

And every time i tried to tag I just got hit with how much closer I used to be to my tagging partners. How I feel like half the time they aren't as invested (even though that's not fair or probably true!) I can't shake it sometimes. It doesn't even matter if it is, really, this is just a hobby. it's hard to just think of how it once was.

But mostly how i have no friends in this new town which is probably a big factor

I know we all got old and have lives offline but if i write with hundreds of players a week
Why do i still feel like I have no one to relax, play games or sketch with?
How do i bridge the gap between a hobby and having fun without expectation to perform?

I need to change something, I'm just not sure what or how yet

Anywho its obviously no one's fault I feel this way! This is NOT a guilttrip plurk

I know I can't control the lonliness but I can remove myself from the situation, so I took some time to go work on projects and get my head on straight.

I'm not back quite yet, but I'd still like to share things. Show my the results of my shop and commission progress and such.

hopefully i can still entertain with those a bit and plurk a lil more on my way getting back into things