Bear is in MA for the weekend. and I am really trying to figure out if I should go out tonight (there is a memorial birthday celebration for a friend of mine who passed on last year, being held at a bar about an hour away.) Or I can stay home, isolate, pour out a drink, light a candle for him, then play Valheim. ugh, I should Human. Not sure I want to.
maybe you should human though?
I am starting to lean that way. Trying to get in the mood to people, I just wish it were for a different reason, you know? Hell, I wish a lot of things. ugh.
yeah, going to memorials always sucks.
maybe human. you'll hear stories and be with people you can share with. I don't like to people but it feels better to celebrate another life with people?
Humaning is good. Sharing memories with people is a good celebration, even if it's hard.
proof that I am humaning. Thos is my old friend Cuda, another good friend of Angel's. And the place is the Nan Ling in Hudson NH. Karaoke night. someone get me earplugs, I beg of you.